Homesick

I called  her at almost midnight when all the family were enjoying their peaceful sleep...

-Mom, what are u doing? It’s been a long time since I called u, right?

-I’m watching movies..hmm...not a very long time, dear, u called me on Monday....

-Oh my god, I feel like it’s almost a month...

-U must miss home a lot, right?

-Uhm...not very much then...

-Sorry, Dear...I cannot give you as much as your friends get from their moms and dads...you must feel very upset...

-No, mom...Don’t think so...I am grown up...it’s time for us to take care of our beloved sisters...I hope they can join good schools...I am really worried.

-Me, too...why are you calling so late? U should sleep early, dear!

-.... (a short pause)...

-Mom!!!! Whatever happens for the time being, I’ll go back this winter...

-Ok, welcome home young lady! But don’t be home sick...you have to focus on study, got it?

-I know...Have you ever seen me forgetting my homework? J

-Uhm...Ok, go to sleep early...

-Wait, what are others doing?

-They are all sleeping?

-Then why aren’t you going to bed?

-Hmm...I am watching a TV show...

-Ok, I’ll call later...good night, mom.

-Good night, dear! Take care!!!

How can I not miss you? My warm house with all the people I love...

My mom is always like that, she behaves in a strong way and keeps worrying that I am being homesick all the time....But she is the one who is missing me all the time...

She says she feel so proud of me and that she gets a daughter that many other women cannot have but in her heart, she feel sorry as she cannot provide me with the luxurious things my friends often get from their moms.

She is strong, she always smiles but who knows she is suffering or not?

I really miss you, mom!!!

Wanna tell you about my friends, about their love, about my feelings...

Wanna go shopping with you; watch movies with you and doing housework all day in our small house...

I’ll be strong, I’ll try my best and I’ll soon back!

Miss you, my sweet home!!!